Like what is it about you?? Honestly 🗣
I have erased and rewritten all our memories to be as simple and casual as i possibly can
I have gotten rid of trinkets and gifts that made me so fond of you. I have tried to get you out of my mind and out of my sight
So tell me, why?
Why does the thought of you ring through my mind like a gong?
And you know what’s confusing ..
I don’t miss the memories anymore. I don’t miss the past experiences or the gifts
I just miss the feeling
The way you made me feel
Cause till this day, even though you broke my heart, you still feel like home to me
And i just don’t know how I can continue to miss you so much and pretend like everything’s alright
Cause its not
I just really miss you
And God knows I love you so much
And what’s worse is I have to live the rest of my life knowing that I met the love of my life, my soulmate and it all just got away