The Changes

I wish i could still tell you about all my little victories. Never quite got to telling you my lows so that doesn’t bother me as much.

But you don’t know how much i want to tell you about my wins

It drives me insane sometimes when i have to catch myself in time when the thought of impulsively telling you sways me

Like how i got out of bed right after my first alarm

How i did not forget to eat breakfast today

And how I hated the coffee

How i actually cooked a meal after weeks of take out

How i finally got to singing that song I’ve been trying to learn without jumbling up the words

Tell you about this amazing song I have trying to learn but keep jumbling up the words

How i finally bought the app i thought was too expensive and paid the monthly subscription after. Yeah I did (unbelievable right?)

How i finally figured out how to be consistent with a regimen

It is not as jam packed with fun as I expected but I’m learning consistency

Finally learnt to play that game you said I’d never learn

Found the courage to speak up about what am passionate about

Watched a good movie

Watched a bad movie that was insanely hilarious because of its awfulness

I clean my shoes now, yeah twice a week

My diet now has fruits in it

I still can’t do a pressup but boy am i still trying

That rap song, yeah i can nail it in a rap battle now

“People will love you and support you

When it’s beneficial

Ama forgive I won’t forget

But I’ma dead the issue” Mic 🎤 Drop

No, I still like Beyoncé

But my favorite is not by her anymore

Weird how non of this has anything to do with you but I still want to tell it to you

Guess the changes need to free me from these cages ..

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